13 March 2015 @ 05:20 am
Black Sails 2x07 - Pirates explaining trauma and abuse.  
Two things.

1. Recovery from trauma requires a Safe Place to heal and feel miserable. Black Sails understands the importance of a Safe Place. USES THE ACTUAL WORDS SAFE PLACE

2. Abuse & Trauma changes you. Here is a very simple bit of dialog that elucidates how the experience of trauma can create a fierce fierce creature in its wake. And that we never get to go back to who we were before. And how safety is paramount above all things.

How this girl, who has experienced sadism (not the fun consensual kind) and torture, has become not just a sensational opinionater who relays her fanciful notions out loud, but a dug in impassable force when it comes to safety. And how I only make friends with people who also have our mutual safety in mind. How safety, of myself and those I come in contact with, is so very very important to me.

The rest? Can fuck off.

Oh and my example? Involves PIRATES! Pirate Billy, who recently went overboard and was subsequently found and tortured by the English Navy and then offered a bargoon bargain. He gets released and comes home and sleuths out the spineless defectors amongst the crew, those who would turn against the crew for their own hide and... elucidates. Emphasis not mine.

Have you ever been tortured?

Suffered pain applied by people who saw you as less than a person?

Saw you as... an animal?

'Cause it isn't actually the pain they're inflicting that's the most frightening part of it. It isn't the fear of future pain.

It's the knowledge that even when the pain stops, even if they were to let you go, that they've changed you.

That pain, that fear, that despair... has made you someone else, someone you barely recognize.

Against your will.

10 pardons!

I said what I had to say to get out of that place, but I have no intention of honoring their offer. 10 pardons.

I would fight to the death to ensure not a single one of my brothers ever has to face what I faced.

Now, if there's a man on this crew that feels differently, that feels as though he'd be willing to accept another brother suffering that fate so that he might avoid it, then that's a man I need to remove from my crew.
mood:: peaceful
grooving to: Black Sails 2x07
06 March 2015 @ 02:49 am
Black Sails is the Violent Queerest show that ever Queered  

This show makes me the happiest little queer girl that ever queered. People here just love/lust people. Show doesn't give a shit what your gender is.

Lady loves a lady? BLAMMO!

Same lady wants a dude? BLAMMO!

Lady is conflicted about her lady lust? BLAMMO! Lady she is lusting after hovers and makes herself available to the first Lady. (kink of mine)

Dude is in deep DEEP friendship with other dude? BLAMMO! OH MY MOTHER FUCKING BLAMMO!

I love my show.

Like, I'll just be watching and crick my head at the screen all "Hey... that dude seems to really rilly like that other dude."

And then a few episodes later? I GET WHAT I WANT WANTED.


This show functions how my sexuality functions. I'm by no means a pansexsual, where a pansexual doesn't see gender. I'm a queer/polysexual/bi cis lady with an assertive sexuality that is sometimes perceived as masculine. Or as [profile] diluvian put it. I just might be a toppy top.

I see genders. So many exquisitely delicious genders. I see cis ladies and dudes. I see (and dated) genderqueer. Agender. Transgender. There is a mother fuckin' rainbow of genders. I WANT THEM ALL. I don't want them all to be the same. I like the variety.


And this show?

Is made up of queermos. Is made up of the fluid sexuality I inhabit. It may be made up of cis folks, but four of the leads are not just gay but QUEER.

We have our Lady Queer Ruler of the Island.
Our Lady Queer Whore Who Also Rules.
Our Latent Lady Pirate Queer BAMF of all BAMFs.
Our Queer Loyal Dude who is LOYAL to those he Loves.

And in case you missed it in my first post about this show?




grooving to: Black Sails 2x06
locale: Escapadecon
mood:: ecstatic